I've heard from the news.
My three girls are being ditch by guys.
For some unreasonable reasons.

Maybe they should be more aware at times.
Love is blind. But there is at times have to take note of stuff.
If everything is going on so well, Something might happen next.
Nothing is perfect.

Hope they are fine.
woke up early morning feeling weird.
I jump out of bed, Feeling damn weak.
Took my temperature. It was 38.1 .
i was still early, Ended up went back to rest for awhile.
Suppose to meet friends at 10.
Woke up at 945.
Rushed around with my weak body.

Was feeling terrible while on the way to redhill.
Went interview for job.
I GOT IT! WOOTS!
It sounds fun.
Can't wait to look at the place on december and start work!

Went cityhall to look for jessica.
Wendy wants to look for laptop as well.
I was dragging myself around.
Really felt like sleep on the floor till i'm all better and head home.
Of course i didn't do that .
The rest got to go for BBAXN match.
Wanted to go, But was feeling so terrible that i want to go home so much.
Slept all the way from marina bay to khatib.
My head hurt so much that i almost couldn't get up.

Maybe i don't have enough rest.
Look after Noa in the midnight.
Jump up from bed around 5 am.
Maybe, its time for me to take a rest.

How i wish someone is here to take care of me. . :/
Good news!
I handed up my FYP today.
Didn't really do a good job.



It seems kinda plain.
Well, in 5 hours doing all the trace, cut and paste.
I really tried my best.
Kinda my fault for starting late as well.
BOO ME! .




Spotted this dress way back.
It was on maria's birthday.
Should have bought this.
Ended up i bought another top.

I NEED MY OWN ROOM!
I NEED MY OWN WARDROBE.
I NEED MY OWN SPACE!

I'm totally crazy about things on my own.
I couldn't sleep in peace.
Worrying that i'll spend too much electricity.
Sleep too long.
EVERYTHING!

Not that i don't enjoy staying here.
I can play PS3 if i like.
I can play and pat/talk to noa at times.
If i got my own room.
It'll be the best for me!
I can't complain.
Just that, I guess this year i'm asking abit much .
I got my laptop, I got the phone i want.
I got to go to basketball trip for my birthday.
I really got alot of things.
I got great friends.
Of course, Best is i have a good relationship.
but this, I can't ask much.
Its for me to work and find.

Sometimes, I feel that, If you're feeling so stress and depress of loving someone,
Then don't love. Its only making yourself more pain and suffer.
That is how i feel. So i tends to do that.
If liking someone is so painful, Why bother liking.
Making me so tense up .
Doing thing that is not worthy it.
If they don't treasure you, What for you treasure them so much?
If people often says me why i change liking people so fast.
The problem is, How long are you going to hold if that person don't bother about you?
I don't know, Maybe my thinking's not right.
Maybe, this way is the wrong way.
Last day of FYP.
I'm feeling really freak out right now.
I just only printed out my stuff that i'm suppose to do tomorrow.
I've only got a few hours to finish cutting and pasting.
I've got the feeling that it'll turn out like shit .

praying real hard.
I'm being freak out.
I really am.
Suddenly i feel like its hard to find my love one.
I feel like its so hard for me to really be in love.
Or anyone will love me.

I seriously freak out myself.
Or maybe i'm just under some stress.

CHILL!
I should have just listen.
I should have just lay off.
If i did. I won't feel so much.
I wanted to try. But i can't.
Cause if step any further in, things might fall apart.

I'm upset to know things around.
Everyone knows. Yet i don't.
They heard, Yet i don't.
Our close friendship.
Just because you used to like me.
You don't dare to tell me anything around?
Truthfully speaking.
i was upset you didn't tell me anything.
I guess its nothing to do with our feelings.
This is one part.

My friends told me to lay off its better.
i thought about it.
But each time different sentence came out.
It made me to continue how it is .
And now, should i just stay how it is or lay off?
I got my time all mess up.
I'm really tired.
Of everything happening around.
Got yelled by mum over the phone.
Partially its my fault for not telling her i'll be home late.
As i was rushing around as well.
But 1030 i was called. Being scolded.
I can't really possibility saying that my friend driving me home.
She'll think all sorts of stuff. Which will makes things worst.

My dad's knee doesn't looks good as well.
If he is going to stay at home the whole day.
I think it'll makes things worst.
Part for me, part for my mum.

I'm so dead tired right now.
Rushing around today.
BBQ than home.
I have to rush FYP.
Got to send soft copy.
But i haven't finish doing it.
Or maybe tomorrow i stay at home at finish it.
I feel so stress up!

Some words just meant to keep.
Cause its going to make things worst.